A short story...
Morning today and I felt like I had
had quite enough of this. I couldn’t really sleep last night. I was kept awake
by the sweet sounds of Mongolian propaganda coming in over the family TV. Not
that the political scene bothers me in the least. I am more than happy to see
how involved the people here are in their government, and how the government
cares enough about every constituent
to dedicate so much air time to informing them (which is much more than the US
can say). Propaganda simply is the reality of what exactly I fall asleep to
every night. All-in-all, the point is I don’t particularly enjoy trying to
sleep to any kind of television. Woe is me.
Breakfast came. A fried egg with
some pseudo-sausage (delicious actually), bread and cucumber (yes, freakin cucumber! I eat it now…it happened). I
walk outside and see it rained all night. Actually, I’m excited at the prospect
of walking to school (it’s only a 5-7 minute walk anyways). Nope, my mom, giant
heart that she has, pushes me to the car and gives me a ride to school. Well,
just to spite the world for not letting me have my fresh, rain-soaked air, I
open the window all the way and breathe it all in. My mom looks over at me as
I’m rolling it down, but only laughs and says some gibberish (to me, that is)
because she sees a giddy smile on my face. We drive through the destroyed
streets of my seoum.
I should explain. The past two weeks
have shown this part of Mongolia some real storms. Sorry Idaho, you may be
“high-mountain desert”, and you may have some storms of your own, but you ain’t
got nothing on a Mongolian squall. Last Tuesday I came home during lunch and it
was only drizzling. Next thing I know, my house is shaking for an hour, then my
mom (again) forces me into the car to give me a ride to school. Well I had no
idea an hour of rain could create five-foot deep fissures that look like
mini-Grand Canyons. Either way, next time…water-slide!
So mom and I are driving to school
as I look at the deep, getting deeper, fissures. The toll this storm has taken
on the seoum is apparent. Telephone poles are nearly low-fiving the ground, and
wires are broken and buzzing. The hum brings me straight back to summers in
Idaho, eating lunch on a roof, taking a break from scrubbing windows and
listening to bees drift close for a sniff of, no doubt, a delicious sandwich
made by my irreplaceable mother. Shit. My gloomy day has turned pretty happy.
It’s okay, though, I have plenty of time in language class and technical
training to get pissed off again.
Well I’m obviously slacking, because
I come out of language class four hours later pretty content. Well I get right
on it. How could I be so content when the little town around me is getting
destroyed by that bitch, nature? Well, maybe it’s because the town has dealt
with the bitch before. They don’t let it get them down. They drive their
motorcycles just as fast. Plus, now they have a new place to hang out in their
free time. Fuck, am I really gonna see the bright side of everything today?
Alright, I give in. This place is
pretty incredible. While the other half of the world goes to sleep waiting for
June 25th to come around, I’m halfway through the day learning how
to waltz (no I didn’t know how to before this), and swing-dancing to a
Mongolian song translated as “Travelling Bird”. Now I’m sitting in my room
listening to a country playlist, less reminiscing about the States, more
basking in the joy of bringing swing to my little seoum in Mongolia.
There is a truth in that little
diatribe somewhere. I doubt I’ll get there, but I’ll try. Pre-Service Training
is designed to test and build you. Your weaknesses become blaringly apparent,
and your strengths are tried, so they better be true. The highs are high, and
the lows are low. When you want to be alone, when you want to stew in your
sadness, when you miss home to death and can almost taste that delicious
Arrogant Bastard, go watch a cheesy-ass, awesome romantic comedy with your new
best friends, listen to shitty old American music with them, tell crazy stories
about yourself you wouldn’t tell anyone. And don’t question the fact that they
are your new best friends. Unfortunate reality (or maybe fortunate, depending
on who you are), your friends at home will always be with you, but they can’t
comfort you halfway across the globe. Take Crosby, Stills & Nash to heart.
If you can’t be with the ones you love, love the ones you’re with. Then, go
home, look at your Mongolian language notes for 5 minutes (then realize that if
you look at any more of another language today, you’ll stick that jumbo-sized
Snickers bar up…well you get it), then read until you’re exhausted, and fade
off to the beautiful Mongolian songs spouting from the TV in the next room. The
last thought that crosses your mind is: well…at
least I’m here…
